Today is Love.

August 3, 2010. Tuesday.

Today is the first time I opened my 'Sentiments Cabinet' since I entered college. I don't know what urged me to open it again, after all before school started this year I vowed I would not open it. The reason: I don't want to miss my high school life. Yes, I know. Too immature. But, of course when you're going into a new phase in your life, you would definitely miss your 'usual' environment. Entering college is totally a new experience for all of us, because we're all starting to really experience the on-the-verge-of-adulthood moments.

I'm enjoying my college life right now. My former classmates complain that college is boring and difficult, but I feel the opposite. LPU gives us a fun environment and we're not feeling that we're in college already. It's just like back in high school. The only differences are the schedule, us focusing on major subjects suitable for our course, and of course, in college you socialize with different people every semester.
I have a new barkada now, and we named ourselves APPEC. Being an APPEC girl is so much fun. Our song is California Girls, but we revised it a little. So, since SM is very close to our school, we go there almost everyday. Just to window shop, or eat lunch, or do nothing at all. Haha. I know, fun. :)

So, today, four of the five APPEC girls went to SM just to eat lunch. But one of us went home earlier. So after hours of strolling, we decided to have some of our pictures printed. And hurray, Tronix offered to take our pictures just for 15 Php. Yeah, I enjoyed it much. Esmie taught me how to put make up. Haha.


Okay. Back to the very first story. So i decided to open my Sentiments cabinet, and I rearranged everything inside it. I had this inkling to take out my Box of Thoughts, and I did. And while I'm writing this post, I've got tears in my eyes. Rereading old letters from the people I treasure the most back when I was still in high school (I still treasure them!) made me realize how much time had passed, and how much things have changed since I started getting busy with life. And reading those letters made me wish I was still the high school student who I used to be. The moments I cherish the most was left in my former school, and I very much want to hug those again and feel the sweetness of each. I really miss those moments when all I could do is laugh with my close friends, cry on Jelyn's shoulder, and hug the people I love the most. Not thinking "What am I gonna do with my life after I graduated college?" but instead "What course am I gonna take up when I enter college?" Reliving those memories again is all I could wish for right now. But I know that's never going to happen. All I could do is to keep on remembering those moments so they don't go down the drain and have me lost my most important thoughts.

Missing my Baby Pat, my Miemie Dear, and all the other people I treasure the most made me think that no matter how happy I am right now with my college life, I would still go back to that old place which we call Alma Mater to relive and relish the past.